these days have been feeling like disaster
with every moment that passes
I feel something shattering
I thought I was so sure of
who I loved
what I loved
and where on the horizon my dreams laid
but nothing feels like it’s in the right place
a transition from certainty to the unknown
is truly perplexing.
there is an inescapable gray
bleeding into my heart
but I can’t stop its rushing current
all I can do is lie here frozen
screaming for the colours
to come back.