it all feels like ashes

these days have been feeling like disaster

with every moment that passes

I feel something shattering

I thought I was so sure of

who I loved

what I loved

and where on the horizon my dreams laid

but nothing feels like it’s in the right place

a transition from certainty to the unknown

is truly perplexing.

 

there is an inescapable gray

bleeding into my heart

but I can’t stop its rushing current

all I can do is lie here frozen

screaming for the colours

to come back.

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One thought on “it all feels like ashes

  1. love this and although it’s been over a month since you wrote it i hope you found the beauty in the color that is gray and that the bit of darkness it brought made it capable for you to see things in a different light. love you

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