There are no words to describe how I’m feeling right now
That’s not a surprise considering my history.
I feel like I’m missing something from my life.
It may be computer games.
It may not be.
It may just be the fact that I just got back from a social event. And social events wear me out naturally.
It could be anything.
But the uncertainty scares me.
Trying to stay calm.
It will pass.
I know so.
But anyone who has ever felt how I feel now knows it’s difficult to just remain calm as a storm passes you by.
I don’t want to break again.
I don’t want to deal with depression right now.
I am confused, upset, and probably tired.
Oh life, I could use a really soft lemon right now.