Tonight, I feel broken and I just don’t know why.
Went to a friend’s birthday party today, indulged in fondue, and watched White House Down which left me shaking in my seat from the excitement. Went out for dinner with family. Had fun today. Laughed lots. Felt amazing walking home in the warm weather.
But right now, I feel exhausted and unhappy.
Maybe I had too much sugar today and these unfortunate emotions are a result of the crash.
Maybe it’s my introversion that I still really haven’t come to terms with.
Maybe it’s my mental health.
I don’t know and that’s what irks me. The unknown. The uncertainty. This everlasting feeling of loneliness.
I don’t know what I need.
I just want to feel okay again.
And I will.
I just wish I knew what was wrong.