I’m scared.

Terrified to tell what’s on my mind.

It will hurt you.

Perhaps enough to make you want to let me go.

But you mustn’t.

You mustn’t…

I’m lost without you. I need you so much, but you’ll never give me that one thing I need and I mustn’t expect that fact to ever change.

These tears are but proof

of how much,

how much I love you.

4 thoughts on “57

  1. Nessa – to know you, your heart through your writing, is a joy, and you should know it changes our lives … The song by Martina McBride “Anyway” comes to mind. There is a woman named Mary who lives in my heart today like it was yesterday. Let’s just say I am really a grandfather, so it was some time ago. We taught each other a lot … She gave me this saying by Maurice : No love, no friendship, can ever cross our path, without affecting us in someway forever…

    • As I am happy to know your heart through yours…and it has brought me inspiration after inspiration, helping me to find some new motivation in this world and I thank you for that.

  2. This is beautiful, although it breaks my heart, Nessa. People always say that, when you love someone, nothing in the world matters. But that’s not true, is it? You know, and I know, that when you love someone, everything in the world matters a little bit more. Ultimately, I’m quite certain that all any of us want, really, is to know that we count. That someone else’s life would not have been as rich without us here. Know that mine is richer for your presence, and I’ll be holding you in my heart during this time of ache. ~ Much love, Bobbie

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