I saw this image, or poem rather, on Tumblr and I thought how perfectly this describes and summarizes the thoughts running inside my head at this moment.
I need to get away from you for a while…and you won’t like it. I won’t like it either.
It’s ruining me. This happiness. This sadness. This loneliness.
I’m scared also that you’ll find someone to replace me if I disappear for a while, but I think I’m going to have to take the risk.
I can’t deal with my thoughts and feelings being toyed like this. Unintentionally, of course.
It hurts me that you’re oblivious to it all.
It hurts me because it’s not your fault at all – I’m not exactly normal.
I just want to be normal.
I just want to be myself again.
But I’m not sorry.
I’m just a little lost.
Time will heal me.