52

I saw this image, or poem rather, on Tumblr and I thought how perfectly this describes and summarizes the thoughts running inside my head at this moment.

I need to get away from you for a while…and you won’t like it. I won’t like it either.

It’s ruining me. This happiness. This sadness. This loneliness.

I’m scared also that you’ll find someone to replace me if I disappear for a while, but I think I’m going to have to take the risk.

I can’t deal with my thoughts and feelings being toyed like this. Unintentionally, of course.

It hurts me that you’re oblivious to it all.

It hurts me because it’s not your fault at all – I’m not exactly normal.

I just want to be normal.

I just want to be myself again.

I’m sorry.

But I’m not sorry.

I’m just a little lost.

Time will heal me.

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7 thoughts on “52

  1. I know how you feel, and it hurts to know you do. That’s the paradox of loss: How can something that’s gone weigh us down so much? And then one day, it doesn’t. Love to you, Nessa. ~ Always, Bobbie

      • If there’s one thing I know for certain ~ we never lose love ~ and lost is only the moments before we realize the reason for being in a place. Who we are has nothing to do with where we are. ~ Love you, Me

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